My Tongue Has Become Tied From Fighting Back My Insides

   I don't have any special news to share.  I don't have any points I want to stress to people.  I don't have any fun stories I want anyone to know.

I do like elegies

I need to love You more
I don't want to love you less
I can't do either by myself

Just thinking
  Love is absolutely foolish, yet I'm still in love with it

Beautiful
   Stars, cars, reflection(s), God, and gauges
   And tears
~

Sleeping Giant
   You could have spread out
   I wouldn't have bothered you
   You couldn't have bothered me

An unpretty picture
Upsetting
Comfort?
   As she lay
   Herself groaning
   Within herself
   Her colors vanishing
   Blues stealing their places
   Gasping for air and help
   Needing to be noticed
   But without avail
   More blue
   Less oxygen
   Again she gasps
   GRATEFULLY she's acknowledged
   Help is on the way
   (cr)ying she whispers
   I don't want to die
   I don't want to die
It's not your time
 
Thoughts on a friend's link
   Love isn't given to be gained~
   Although it's excellent when received
   Love hopes all things
   It delights in truth
   But it's dangerous to call just anything love
   And you shouldn't be afraid to call love love

I love Your ever-presence
Please
Become my effervescence

Hope
   So misunderstood
   If it's all you have
   It's all you need
   If you can see it
   It's not even there
   Seeing what is hoped for
   Is like being brave without fear
   Within hopelessness
   Hope flourishes
   It doesn't disappoint

   This morning
I found a tick sucking my brain out
Unable to see
I burned it with a lighter
Hoping it was dead
I pulled all of it out
Then flushed it